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Alone

June 28, 2022

With each one of us, the whole group we call family and friends, right now whilst we even console one another, we are alone with our internal chatter:

Psychopathy is any disease of the mind; the psychological state of someone who has emotional or behavioral problems serious enough to require psychiatric intervention

And so it happened, excessive uncontrollable fear has overtaken us, hysteria on an epic scale

How, HOW in heavens name could this happen to us. It DID.

We became schizophrenic through our own whispers in the dark DENIAL

in the place of cob-webbed corners in the mind, our own perception of SELF slowly broke down, over DECADES, turning into centuries

Now in this year of our Lord our collective psychosis is FINALLY institutionalized,

And we are ALONE, in our individual STATES of DELLIRIUM.

10 Comments
  1. wow, Abi, these are some dark thoughts…. what brought this on?

  2. I am so sorry for your heartbreak, my friend. Sendung up prayers for you that He may carry you when your heart’s feet can no longer touch the ground.

    • Immense and messy VERY messy and bloody. I wish I had the power to do something.
      Utter Chaos, waiting to rise, feel completely Vulnerable, but we must trust the journey, TIME, and strongly believe that the anatomy of the Spirit will heal.
      Thank you for all your prayers.
      One day at a time has never felt so precious like now. 🙌🙏🏼

      • Yes, one day at a time. The vicissitudes of life come unexpected to one’s soul shores.

      • Although we have seen it a long way off, and in our hopelessness and ‘helpfulness’ we fix and shove under the carpet, then D-Day arrives and pull the carpet from under our feet.
        And now we are grappling with our own self, how just HOW to get this precious intelligent mind out of its MISERY.

      • I am sorry. I can only imagine the pain.

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